Journal 1

13 Aug 2010 >>
People likes lying, I think thats because lying will make things go easier sometime.
Me either, but i seldom do that. WHY?, cause I'm a terrible forgetful person, unless I take a note of every lies I do :P Do you think is that possible.

21 Aug 2010 >>
OH MY GOD!! my dark circles!!! who made this to me??!! Mr. Cucumber maybe.. but... soooo sorry to my eyes, cause I wanted to talk with Mr.Cucumber too, who I can blame is just myself... ( crying )... still cleaning room since the morning, WHAT AM I DOING NOW?!! I taken all the clothes out from wardrobe for WHAT?! just put them on my bed all the day for nothing and NOW I'm going to put them back...what the... ==".. thumbs up for myself! ( No wonder my mom used to shout at me...==", sorry mom! ) XP

22 Aug 2010 >>
I got skin burnt, stupid hot in Japan today. Whatever, I showed to my black friend that my arms got two different colors, then he told me that him either, XD his chest is black and his face is more black, WTH! Still all black then!! XD I was almost rolling on the floor!!

24 Aug 2010 >>
I just had a fight with a stupid guy online, of course I don't feel any happy now.
I am unhappy, don't need to ask me why, just make me happy and let me forget about what happened, I'll tell you if I feel so. Sorry, I know its kind of selfish, but I don't like to mention it again, and making the people who concerns me and get unhappy won't make me get better. So....

26 Aug 2010 >>
It's about 2am in Japan now...mmm... I'm THINKING about to take my shower =P But you know, I really don't know how to like taking shower, don't you think shower is troublesome? Plus my stupid long hair ==, normally I need maybe 25mins for shower but I need more time for after showercaring, like hair, face, body ...blah blah blah~ I hate being a girl! I always want to be a boy and I mean it! All my parents' fault!! ( just kidding mom, calm down..)

28 Aug 2010 >>
I had a nice shopping day with three girls, happy but...after seeing the pictures...I got a conclusion, MY FACE IS SUCKS...Even though sometime I like myself...Anyway,..... sad sad tonight ='(
Going bed now... nitez nitez....

29 Aug 2010 >>
Realize I shouldn't afraid of my pics, afraid of mirror.
These are ME, no matter how I look =) ( Hahaha! I am wonderful!! XD)

3 Sept 2010 >>
this couple of days, I have done two stupid things... ( maybe more but don't remember)
(1) I had an bicycle accident in the rain few days ago, an old lady ride the bicycle with a BIG BLUE umbrella, I tried to let her pass first but I think she couldn't see the front... well, her head knocked my arm ( cause she is shorter than me a lot ), fortunately I didn't fall down even though I was in high heels that time. I did even ask her if she was alright, I think that time an angel sat on my shoulder, I was kind with my painful arm and legs... My left arm is still so painful everytime when I do showering... ==
(2) I ordered some contact lens from friend and she sells kinda expensive but I didn't notice when she told me the price in JAPANESE YEN, after I transferring to MALAYSIA RIGGIT as I bought the same goods before... stupid higher a lot... but since she is my friend and she got every reasons she has, so I shut up and pay, that's all.
I was stupid, never thought much about money, I really don't have idea in MONEY... ( feel like sh*t now )
(PS) We will have typhoon today and I am heading to work... very nice... == what a lucky period time! (exploded!)

15 Sept 2010 >>
0045 midnight here now, I just done my shower and peeling off the mask now... == its stupid painful... and tears dropping... ouch!

17 Sept 2010 >>
Asking me again.... WHY I NEVER HAD BOYFRIEND?? Is that my problems or what? No matter haw many times I have been asking myself, I still can't get any answers. (guess maybe I don't know how to flirt but is that so important?) Hey God, I will feel lonely too okay? even I am kinda dumb but I am still a HUMAN... ==